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sackboy963
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Am I dead? (Short ans: no)

Posted by sackboy963 - September 6th, 2024


Where to begin? In Mid August me and my family managed to recover from Covid, but it left us with coughing fits, my closest relative express pain from their body area below their right breast. Few weeks as of now, we've been taking home remedies to treat the coughing fits, and we seem to be coughing less now, so that's some good news. We still might have to see our usual doctor to see if there are any long-term damage to our inner bodies or organs thanks to the virus (I pray my family to be free from this). Covid was a horrible experience, over 10 days down the drain, we cannot get infected again, which is hard since MOST OF HUMANITY stopped caring and doesn't bother about it AND its mutations.


Anyways, enough about my modern humans vs pandemic rant...


My first university choice they couldn't accept me, but my second university choice did so I got to start my fall semester but on a full-term just to qualify for the financial aid I signed up for, so unfortunately not only will I won't have time for self computer program study, but I will have no time to draw at all. I am already eating up minutes of my time expressing current updates on my personal life. Not to mention due to my major most of the courses I have to take are on campus, and I do NOT feel comfortable going into cramped rooms every since the 2020 pandemic (not to mention actually getting affected). There might be some living conditions that might have to be arranged if I were to drive back and forth from my home to my campus in the future, so there might, JUST MIGHT, be a chance I have to move back to my old hometown just to get to campus better. I know it was my decision to go on full-term for my semester, but I'm honestly kind of bummed out as I won't be able to arrange any free time for myself, and the next three upcoming months are going to be more stressful since I have to go in-campus instead of online.


To show that I'm still alive, here's a pic of my attempt to draw anatomy digitally. Special thanks to @Rappenem for their anatomy studies submission and their numerous art references that they've been posting here. Go check out their page and links!


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Sounds like you're going through a lotta s**t right now. Am sorry to hear it. Whatever you do, stay calm. Panic never helps!

Also - it's a shame you won't have time to draw once class starts. Maybe you could sketch a little here & there?...nothing finished or polished up, just enough to keep your skills intact (or at least prevent them from atrophying).